Day 33 52912
Overestimated myself.
The bigger the hope is, the more painful it is to know the truth.
I guess it doesn’t sound like a big deal. But i didn’t get accepted to any officer position in any club that i worked hard in.
Today is the third one. The person that I’m competing with was congratulating me for the first 10 minutes at the meeting. Then she freaking gets the spot. I was like, What the hell is the first 10 minutes for… Bad impression. But i think she is kinda shocked that she got the position. Wtf. i don’t know what to trust anymore.
I felt like the element of luck is never on my side.
Chemistry final was okay. Need to guess on a few problems, and finished just in time when the bell rings.
Guess i have to try hard.
LOL, or i could just invent something get rich over the summer and never come back to high school idea.
I prefer the second idea.
